Was very amused lol after reading KC blog early in the morning in the library. Gosh and im so sleepy now, and think that the germs* is going to get the better of me. Was staring at the ceiling at 12 am yes, after looking at my timetable which says 3 weeks to exam. MUST NOT PANIC!

Today no classes, but a study group on PBL 4.3 and 4.4

Stefanie must stop watching SMALLVILLE ONLINE!

Anyway back to the music ( which im using my ipod for this)

The Rules:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.

Let’s GO!!!

1. How are you feeling today?
Bahler: She’s Out of my Life

Actually this is a classical music which i had in my music player which helps me study lol, im feeling sleepy and wishy washy and wish i did not have to wake up early today. I like the flute music in it ahha. Its a peaceful song and i think i should listen to the lyrics for this song lol.

2. Will you get far in life?

Ever Ever After: Carrie Underwood

Yes! ever ever after each challenge in my life and my fairytales coming true! Believing is the key! This was the OST for Enchanted ( the movie i was meant to watch with CK and his family but did not manage too on his burfday). ” it may be only a wish away” i wish for so many things that i want to come true my friends, my family, everything that hurts the most, this song gives me hope to believe in everything and have faith.

“the world can be yours if you let your heart..” ” a brand new begining” After med school, a life long journey of learning and being the best i can be. Dreams may you come true and i will work hard for it!
3. What’s your best friend’s theme song?

The Phantom of the Opera: RIchard Clayderman

Reminds me of MayShi, who was really good at piano and could play it on piano after listening to the songs! Miss you!!

Haha! One of Kevs favourite lol who i remember singing all the time in school!!! LOL. See you soon! LOL

4. What is the story of your life?

Drowning in your Love: Backstreet Boys

Hm, my love story, basically i’ve drown many times in love, but im loving it, this is a beautiful song. Im glad i met you, finding the person i really love most and a wish that i would want to spend with someone i love most for the rest of my life. You picked me up when i fell, you were always there by my side. wo ai ni.. sniff*

I really hope the future goes well for us!
5. What was high school like?
How Far We’ve Come: Matchbox Twenty

Well, high school was amazing! and this song so does fit it! This is like on the way to school this song, “We are going to find out Let see how far we have come” in our lives, after highschool, most of us parted our ways to different colleges, and our different roads our lives. Mayshi, Jun Ai Future Docs, Kevin and Nimalan Future lawyer so many friends pursuing their dreams and their lifes. Miss all of you back in high school.

And Going the Extra Mile ( Let’s See how far we have come) i miss prefects! oops next song d..
6. How can you get ahead with life?
Where is the Love: Black Eyed Peas

Don’t judge and you will not be judged, dont criticise and be who you are. Love others as others love you and love your enemies, look for the good in people and trust that they have qualities to admire and do not judge books by the cover. I think this is important as a future doctor and important for me to accomplish this values. Love is what makes the world go round. ” Whats wrong with the world we live in” i think that what ever happens war etc and all, and esp the previous tragedy in Burma, Andrew yap who passed away, I find that there is love that binds us together and makes us steadfast in our beliefs!

This song was played at a Confirmation Camp, and it reflected the whole world.
7. What’s the best thing about your friends?

I’ll Be the One: Backstreet Boys

I am a BSB Fan! lol well i can relate that im proud of having close friends who are always there for me, there always there for me ” helping hand to make it right”, and i want to be the one, my friends, you can always come to me when you need any help, anything and i will help you in thie best way i can. My Friends are my LIFE!

8. Describe your grandparents.

Hot Street: Michael Jackson

Gosh, i dont think this song is appropriate but oh well, sadly to say i was young when both grandparents passed away. My Grandpa was a tap dancer acc. to my mum :). so i can imagine him dancing like Michael jackson lol
9. How’s your life going?

Holding on for you: Liberty X

“Minutes turn to hours, time keeps marching on, im still here alone still waiting, million miles away, temptation all around.. im holding on for you”

I think my songs in my ipod are all emo LOL. I make believe that you are here with me, well i can relate to everything that happened that hurt in my life, and im holding on for everyone who means so much in my life, my parents, my family, my friends, i will be back in june 19th! Im not going to fall into any temptation, being strong doing what is right and studying hard and God in my life. Importance of faith!

10. What will be played at my funeral?
Bleed it out: Kabulos

OKIE. this is the weirdest song ahha. im not going to bleed it out at my funeral and so would not want this played lol. =.=

11. Will you have a happy life?

Circle of Life: Ronan Keating ( From Lion King)

” It is the wheel of fortune, it is the leap of faith to find our place on the path unwinding”

I hope so, to me life is like a number 8, there is the curves and bends and there is a part in the middle which converges and you have to choose which path you have to take and sometimes you are back to square one. I love ronan keating songs! I can predict the future , but there will be happy moments, sad and challenging moments. Its a circle of life, live life to the fullest and be who you want to be! “Some of us fall by the way side and some of us soar to the stars and some have to live with the scars” never lose hope! This is a great song!!

12. What do your friends really think of you?

Far Away: Nickelback

Yes, physically im far away. lol a million miles away from home. Im sorry guys and girls im far away and not at back home with you all back home. When i’m back lets go yum cha!! like yi ting says lol.

” Last chance, for one last dance”

This reminds me of prom night 2005, i wished i danced with all my friends, wished i have known those i dont know a little bit more better before our ways parted. 

So far away…
13. How can you make yourself happy?

Call me when you’re sober: Evanescence

Okay, lol ( stefanie shakes her ipod vigorously!) ahah i dont mind if people call me when they are sober lol, i need to help them get home if they had to much alcohol lol. and definitely drinking does not make me happy lol. Drink Ribena its good and full of vit C! I make myself happy by switching this song to the next one lol.

14. What should you do with your life?

Bubbly: Colbie Caillat

” You make me smile..”

OMG, my favourite song. I want to be bubbly lol. Hm, i want to be a doctor yes, and getting in to med school was one of the hardest things in my life, but i want to care for people, this song is my personality! I want to treasure my life, make the best of it, learn from mistakes and learn to move on and let go.

“Wherever wherever wherever you go…”
15. Will you ever have children?

Who Am I: Casting Crowns

“I am the flower quickly fading..still you here me when im calling, Lord you catch me when im falling and you tell me who I am”

I cant answer this question because, it depends on alot of things*, but i would like to have maybe 2 girls and 2 boys lol Juggling between time for family and work etc in the future. Gosh im scared!

16. What does your mom think of you?

Speed Demon: Michael Jackson

Gosh, well im not a racer haha, and maybe i guess it will be a shout from my mum to slow down when i drive lol. but i cant relate what my mum will think of me in relation to song. ahha. Bummerz. seriously going to change songs on my ipod now!!!! * this shows that stefanie has a really wide range of music in her ipod from techno to hip hop to soppy and to classical.
17. What is your deep, dark secret?

Eternal Flame: Bangles

Well, my deep dark secret, nooo not telling on this blog held to secrecy! So may secrets, well this song is interesting, my secrets my eternal flame lol never going to be put out or be broken Oh well better luck next time.
18. What is your enemy’s theme song?
Praying for a friend: Casting Crowns

I really hope this is my enemy’s theme song

” Lord i lift my friend to you”

I think this song speaks for itself and for me. I pray  for all my enemies and my friends, those i have hurt due to love and those i had grudges on.
19. Whats your personality like?
Animal Song: Savage Garden

Bring out the animal in you, I was put forward a question once, what animal would you like to be? i want to be a squirrel lol and eat nuts. I want to live ! definitely not like an animal la all wild and that lol.

“Animals like children tell truths they never lie”

and i want to tell the truth!

20. What will be played at your wedding?

What if i said: Faith Hill and Tim Mc Graw

What if I told you, what if I said,
That I love you.
How would you feel, what would you think,
What would we do.
Do we dare to cross that line
Between your heart and mine,
Or would I lose a friend
Or find a love that would never end.
What if I said . . .

YES! perfect song! well this song i dedicated to CK about a year ago. You deserve the best from me!!

I really want this song to be played at my wedding!

What if I told you, what if I said,
That I love you.
How would you feel, what would you think,
What would we do .

I am tagging:

May Shi

Bernice

Seok Mei

Chu Jie

Jacqueline

and what do women want? LOL

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I’m dreaming of my own fairytale

the one i write the one i live to be in

I dream of pretty dresses and nice skies

with a blue sea grazing the sand by

i long to hold whats true

and get me out off this endless reality

I am dreaming of summer snow

or winter sun where the rays are bright

and burning white

Im dreaming of my special dance

a romantic one just me and you

as my long dress drapes the floor

as i twirl and i am caught in your arms

I’m dreaming dreams which can / cannot be fulfilled

I think of the blue skies that is so blue

not a speck of cloud in the sky

a rainbow perhaps, a slight drizzle of rain

i’m just dreaming…

 

“A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun, Enjoy the Trip” Anon

Happy Happy Birthday Mayshi, May all your dreams and wishes come true and may you have wondrous years ahead!

Take care and God bless my special best friend!

MISS YOU!

Lv

Stefanie

One more month..

The video ahah i was thinking diabetes melitus too LOL.

And the one i enjoy most: From BL Blog

 And .. bursting out into song…

 

Oh well, summer is here, and its realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy sunny, and not to mention many people here are naked. ( i mean less clothes la ) shorts and flip flops ( the thing that stefanie did not bring to GXA). Groans.

Away with the heavy winter coats! and boots!

Library is good, as there is no adobe flash player installed so stefanie cant play her scrabble game!

SOBS!

On the last note:

I miss NASI LEMAK and miss studying times with by friends back home, Bernice & Jacqueline ( Alevels) &  Michelle (SPM)

MISS YOU! ALL !

You do know when you have played too much scrabble till you keep counting how much the letters in front of you are worth!

Gosh!

Thorite, Za and many many funny words i have learnt over the past week.

My little rest time in the midst of studying.

37 completed games..

Today was a holdiay, stayed in and did some work. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH only managed to finished two PBLS,

I found a good priced ticket for my trip to CMBdge. 7 pounds! YAY!

Hope all goes well!!!!! Exams and all, im going to get grey and white hair !

and i noticed the outside temperature is 18 degrees! say OLA to summer!

and my favourite song is still Who’s to say

back to PBL 2.8…

Somehow. i know that i will be facing this when i am back home in the summer, SIGH. but no matter what who’s to say?!

“Who’s To Say” - Vanessa Carlton
Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you’re around they tell us slow down,
We’re too young you need to grow
The speed’s the key
And they don’t know who we are
And who’s to say that we’re not good enough?
And who’s to say that this is not our love?
Mother don’t tell me friends are the ones that I lose
‘Cause they’d bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you’d choose
It’s too late now
I hold on to this life I found
And who’s to say we won’t burn it out?
And who’s to say we won’t sink in doubt?
Who’s to say that we won’t fade to gray?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don’t know
And you say we’re too young, but maybe you’re too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we’re together
And if you don’t believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew
You and I, packin’ up my room, we feel alright
But we’re not welcome, soon
We’ll be drivin’, ’cause they don’t know who we are
Who’s to say we won’t stay together?
Who’s to say we aren’t getting stronger?
Who’s to say I can’t live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don’t know
And you say we’re too young, but maybe you’re too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we’re together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?
Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you’re around

Gosh, i cannot believe the week just passed like that, although it was a hectic week full of SL-ing, Studying and Mugging, and you come down to the worst fear that nothing is going in! How depressing is that, i think i have to empty my brain and  refill it with all the 50 PBLS that i have to cover and VS notes and FRS sessions. Gosh!

I have found a nice thing online better then websufing and youtubing which is  the scrabble game on facebook, well its quite good to play as it does not have a time limit etc and you can take days to play and finish the game. Oh well. A point of relaxation in the midst of studying.

I think that the library the main university library is the better place for studying than the SL as it is more conducive so to speak. On the 10th floor of the library the Theology floor, it has pretty nice carrels and computers where students can work from Plus it is super quiet compared to the SL where u here ppl chit chatting etc etc and scanning noises from the scanner.

Ah, early weekends and late nights , and i pray i dont get sick. Today i had a lecture regarding the exam in june, and the part about resitting, i just hope i dont have too! i want a good holiday + summer back home !!! Gosh, stress is building up and i can relate that to the fight and flight response. GAS system. GRRRRR!

Rushing through dinners to catch the 6.45 pm bus to the SL everynight, for my room is not a good place to study.

Alas/YAY monday is a holiday! but it is a study day, so little time, just one more month!

Summary sheets and flash cards

Ps. This is the fastest post i have ever typed in my life!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!

On the Saturday, 26 April 2008

STEFANIE HAD HER FIRST BEN & JERRY’S ICE CREAM!

Phish Food and it has chocolate fishes inside and i am so not kidding!

YUM!

To KC i now know what you mean by  Ben & Jerry’S! haha

It was an offer in the supermarket for only 2 pounds! yes 2 pounds! and of course she shared it with AL! and oh do look at out brightened up faces lit with smiles

Bubbling bubbling its ice cream!

That was just desert, but for the main course, we had vegetables and salmon ! Posh it may seem but it works out to be quite a good price divided by 2! Salmon had 4 pieces in it and it was quite large as well Omega 3 !Had a piece of chicken each as well

I’m full, I’m happy, and I need to study LOL

Thank you dear AL

And my favourite song at the moment

Bubbly : Colbie Caillat

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly lyrics

Will you count me in?
V1: I’ve been awake for a while now
you’ve got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore
C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just……..mmmmmm
C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
V3: I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I’m comfortable enough to feel your warmth
C: It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I’ll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while