Happy..

I felt this song touched my heart, so what if it hurts me, i just got to move on..

Happy – Leona Lewis

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy
Oh, happy
Oh
So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Finding myself

Am finding the way, to a new start

A new beginning a  new plan

Not being to gullible

and finding some common sense.

I need to reflect, ponder and think

about this denial and uncertainty

Moving from what is obscure

and finding the real me

i could paint pretty pictures around me

but it is all my imagination

and its time to just face reality

learn and move on.

It is one of those days

Picture – Deviant Art

It is one of those days,

you wish you could turn back time

Where you do not hear what people say

And make it such a mime

 

It is one of those days,

Where it is boring and mundane

You just say no comment, and let it fade away

but it still remains here all the same

 

It is one of those days,

you need a pick me up

And all you wanted was to be away

but you are back from where u started out.

November

I think i have actually abandoned my blog! Okay, there is always a start getting back to it, writing something and thinking of what is NOW, present and Happening.

Third year of MBChB started off GREAT and AWESOME. I am enjoying it very much. Not to mention, the social life as well. It is good to make new friendships, with different personalities and admirations.

Similarities versus differences, comparing and contrasting the pros and cons of everything.and thinking , what is the best way, the best conclusion or the best way i should deal in a situation. Focusing on the present is important too! What is the meaning of getting turned down or rejected.. BAH

I need patience, wisdom, being cautious and maturity. Gosh. That is just a big mouthful! I need some quietness and thinking – i think the best way is back from an hour ride to GP practice and back on the train – if i dont drift off to sleep that is while holding notes about atherosclerosis.

Nottingham Games 2009 was great! Met uo with my friends from high school days – ate NASI LEMAK, played scrabble (as usual). Met WK!!!

AM so tempted to get a scrabble set of my own for the UK! I should have brought it  here!

Happy i also watched the new MJ this is it movie!   Watched the movie “9” which was a interesting. And did i not forget to mention i ate McDs 2x a month already!  But it is very very good! Unhealthy, yet satisfying. Not to mention Ben & Jerry’s in my fridge!

GL surprise birthday party was great! the cake was so good makes my carrot cake very inferior.

Note to self : I should be studying more, chilling more and sleeping more  

October..

 

Random Poetry :

When things go wrong,

Do not sit, or make a fuss

Do not cry, or make a face

Find a way to fix it for goodness sake

It is you who did it

Its yourself to blame

Mend it, Glue it, before its too late

And become a clean slate!

_____________________

I came across this very cute picture on deviant art and it was just so very cute..

I am the person on the left, guess who is the one on my right

____________________

October Babies!

From Right : 3rd, 8th, 13th, 7th, 20th!

It is amazing how many people are born in the month of October!

_______________

From my very own Bestest Best Friend in the Whole Wide UNIVERSE!

I love you very much!

21

When you are 21, you know when it has begun

You need to grow wiser than before

 

When you are 21, you need to know to stand on your  own two feet

and not be a prick

 

When you are 21, you need to make better decisions,

and know the better

 

When you are 21, you learn more about yourself,

and learn the right from wrong.

 

When you are 21, you have one whole year ahead,

make it count

Rainbows..

two days in a row! and rainbows have been spotted!

happy

Cloudy with a chance of Anatomy

Anatomy SSC today was – omg – so much info – and – oh dear – cant remember my block 10 – how bad is that! Ah, need to study ( ONE WORD)

But i want to do other things too!

And as predicted, fresher’s week was sunny, start of term – weather is rainy!

Its time for a change too!!

I <3 Baking & Cooking

Presenting Roast Chicken! :

with Salad as a Side of course

 

My Strawb Shortcake!

Made to order?! Orders in Glasgow only!!

Need to set up a business and wait a minute – i am doing medicine LOL

Home

I am missing home, but having a FLAT, with people i love! is amazing it is no longer a flat but a HOME.

I have been busy – making my room deco BLUE, making the flat cosy, homey, lovely etc

Cooking and will bake something soon as well!!

Lovin’ it!

Will upload pics sooN!!

 

MWAH to all!