Breath Me – Sia

A sad song,dedicated to those out there who are hurt..

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there’s no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Who Am I

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
‘Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

Thankfullness

 

I am glad everything is all right,

as things werent so bright

the tension* which i went through till i was reassured

Praise the Lord, Daddy you are alright

I love you DADDY!

Thankfully the doctor knows whats wrong,

I miss you all at home very much!

As i am sitting here so far away

i wish i was there to look after you

but all what i can do is pray that everyone is alright

Wish i was not so far from home

“Love U very much too. Just one more thing, *phrase removed*. Never even if it’s for small things. Stand up for your own thoughts and beliefs. You do not have to compromise on your own integrity by *removed*. Be a noble person and a fine doctor. Love you alot.”

Me, Kor Kor and Quinton

Nobody Knows

Just for laughs :D

Questions

1. What was your dream during your childhood?

Well, my dream was to be a doctor + fashion designer however had a bit of difficultiy deciding since i liked science and arts But doctor is someone i really really want to be! and may my dream come through

2. Do you like rainy days or sunny days? Why?
I prefer rainy days, as in which i learnt from somewhere that rain is a blessing as it washes the world’s sins away..

3. Which colour do you like better? Black or White?
White. I think white is a pure colour and with any stain it shows.. for example a black dot on a white sheet..

4. Who would you marry?
I will like to marry someone who understands, love me for who i am, stand my crappiness, someone who is there for me always
5. Where do you want to go most? Why?
I would want to go home, but the feeling of home makes me so unsure now, i want to find my happy place
6. Which part of yourself do you love the most?
my smile… ( i think)
7. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
I keep quiet and keep to myself and dont talk to anyone, put emo posts on my blog
8. What are you afraid of losing the most?
Myself and ppl close to me

9. If you met someone you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just keep it secret, observing?
I wouldn’t confess, but I will drop little hints along the way. I live in a traditional world, the guy should do the chasing. Actually, guys would never have a chance to chase girls if not given the opportunity by the girls. Meh.
10. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
Sorry, Seok i pinjam this from ur blog

- Smart, Fun, Outgoing
11. What are the requirements that you wish for your other half?
tal
12. Up to now, what is the moment you regret most?
Dec 31st 2007, what i did was really terrible and hurt 3 ppl who were so close to me. And i haven’t still got over it
13. Which type of person do you hate most?
I would say its bad to hate but mostly grudges. i dont like ppl who steal my food from the fridge. I dont like backstabbers, liars..

14. What is your ambition?

To be a doctor 

15. Would you rather be someone else at this very moment?

Me, Stefanie Danielle Zhao Lin Lip

16. If you can have 2 dreams to come true, what would it be?

I would like to watch the sunset from the top of a pyramid, marry the person i love

17. What do you think is most important in your life?

Life

18. Who’s your favourite cartoon character?
I did like tarzan the abs 6 pac. but my favourite character is Esmerelda from Hunchback of Notre Dame. She is kind to those who are different and she is different in her own ppl.
19. What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
Ask for forgiveness from those who i have hurt, and forgive those who have hurt me. Probably spend time with my loved ones. run around naked in my room, eat tiramisu..

20. The most worthwhile decision you’ve ever made in your life so far?

Choose glasgow instead of trinity

Picking myself up each time i fall down

I tag…

may shi

Bernice

Ern Sheong

Kevin

Michelle

For humour..

Fairy Tale – Guang Liang

This song makes me cry/emo dedicated just for u

I’ve forgotten how long it has been
since I’ve never again…
listened to you telling your beloved fairytale
I’ve thought for a long time
I start to panic
have I done something wrong?
You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can’t possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up
I’m willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending
You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can’t possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up
I’m willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending
I want to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending
I will be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending
Let’s write our ending together

English Version

CNY…

Year 2007

Year 2008

February, Love & Romance & ..

Great, it seems ages since i have updated my blog. Well, i was pretty dead after the mile and burned out. Had coursework to do over the last weekend straight after the mile. Luckily i finished it on saturday However on the night i went out for CNY DINNER! IT WAS SO AWESOME! 15 ppl and 12 course meal So YUMMY. there was lotus root soup, eggplant, lobster, yam and pork, beef and vegetables, sweet and sour chicken, spicy toufoo (ages since i had all these food) real oranges~

GRR. the display is soo dangerous and it bites ( mind the language)

We had a lion dance by the manager of the restaurant and his staff and the chefs it was sooo funny and they were good ahha.

Passed up coursework on Monday, and it was a welcome to the next block which is block 4. WAAAAA

Stefanie needs a time out from work. Going to the gym is so fun i watch the cooking channel and am so amazed and inspired to brew something up in the kitchen but where i am staying has no stove.. ( lucky perhaps so wont be distracted by baking cakes and cookies)

and Cooking on Saturday! with a real life kitchen fiesta the iron chef !

Finding alternative accommodation for next term

Happy Valentine Day~! CK!

 

Not enough postage!

and for trivia :

Find the 7 hearts ppl! in the picture