This Time – Vanessa Carlton

 

It’s 4 a.m. and I’m wide awake
Waiting for my thoughts to fade
A flickering of all of my mistakes
And as the light starts creeping in
I slowly feel
The day I’m missing
But I wouldn’t even know where to begin
Do I push to hard?
Or fall to fast?

The moment never seems to last
Will I stop long enough to know
Everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt,
I cry
I feel it in my veins
I just can’t walk away,
This time
Your words circle in my head
Weigh so heavy on my chest
And I’m crushed by your expectation
I only want to do some good
Too dumb to know if I could
And I just wanna feel the days I’m in
Do I go to far,
Not far enough?
Why can’t I keep my big mouth shut?
And do we lead the life that we should?

Everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt,
I cry
I feel it in my veins
I just can’t walk away,
This time
Did I say to much again?
I’m just a girl in a panic
If I tell you my truth
Am I getting through?
It just seems I should confess
Who am I to pretend
This is more than I can carry
Everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt,
I cry
I hold my head up high
I know I’ll be alright
This time
I feel it in my veins
I just can’t walk away
This time
This time,
This time
This time,
This time
It’s 4 am and I’m wide awake
Waiting for my thoughts to fade
It’s times like these I see your face

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The DJians

 

Kevin Chan’s Farewell Party

 

Thats all peeps

PICTURES! (RAWR)

After a long time, and a whole loads of procrastination, which is like me in the pic :

Presenting the photos:

1) Michelle’s Farewell -  From Left : Stef, Michelle, Jac, Ting & Food!

My all time favourite chocolate sundae @ delicious OU!

2) The Girls Gathering 1!

Cam-whoring Where is JUN??

3) Snowie My CAT!

  Thinking about life

Mona Lisa ( So human like) notice its paw ( it has dignity!!)

4) Mum’s Birthday

The cake i made! Carrot Cake

5) Trip to Midvalley – Girls Outing 2~

  MY PRECIOUS FOF !!

the McD Monsters

1. Lynn – French Fries Monster

2. Wai Kwan – Burger Banshee

3. Mayshi : Ms I Spy you through the onion ring

4. Me: The Crystal Ball Fillet O Fish Reader

 

5) College outing – A46 B

 

Ah too many la will upload more..

2 weeks of work so far

I would like to apologise to my buddies on MSN for my long long absence!

Realised i had not been online for a very long time since dunno when lol according to YT. haha.

Stefanie has been to :

SUNWAY LAGOON WHICH WAS AWESOME and mind you KC ( It is a girl’s thing)

Facts:

1. Went Swimming in SUCH a Very long time.

2. Got a little TAN..

3. I dont think i have been to sunway lagoon or have i been when i was really young LOL.

I need to sit down and upload all the pics on facebook!!! its still in my camera :S

After the first Friday Night working at DB ( i lost 2 kg) which is quite good actually so in 8 weeks i will lose 16kg? lol JK.

I have satisfied my cravings of KFC, MCD and Nasi Lemak.

And oo yeah, i know how to make teh tarik now. Pull Tea… ( I think after being a judge for the teh tarik competition)

Been sleeping scarcely, working and enjoying it and eating alot and catching up with school mates. Love you LOTS

What has Stefanie been up to?

From the busy day of Job Finding, scanning each floor of one utama by the directory (website) and calling up stores if there are any vacancies,

Mirroring was put to good use, u tok i tok we all tok same same one

Stef: Hi,  i would like to ask whether there are any part time job vacancy available?

Person at store: Yeap, we do have, who are you

Stef: I am Stefanie, am interested in looking for a part time job, how much do you pay an hour?

Person: 5 ringgit an hour…

Conclusion:

1. Minimum pay i found was 3.50/hour

2. Maximum : 5.00 / hour

Next day

Went to OU, and went to the shops which i called up and short listed them into categories : F&B, Retail

After 2 hours of signing up and talking, and had some interviews.

” why do you want to work here, why not work at pharmacy?”

- Sweat, Medicine aint Pharmacy..

Phone call “Are you chinese” — ???????

On the way back home..

Stopped at CT, as my mum wanted to buy bread, mum said why not try out that desert place. got out of the car walked in and asked

” Hiring Sweet People”

And i then went for an interview at 5.ish and got the job ! and i start next Monday

And i am working also at the place Kevin used to work

Met up with the GALS and went to Megamall ( will upload pics soon me promise)

and with College Mates !

and i now have a casual – dress !