I’m Yours

I find this music video catchy I love Jason Mraz.

Happy Weekend

I just got to know something interesting yet complicated. BUM. will write more when i am more sane!

CNY gathering :)

It was a lovely time yesterday eating biscuits and spending time with my friends and playing x box.

Mahjong

And guess who is in the pic below? ITS MAYSHI

Glad she came to meet my friends and to  see her again

It was fun, thanks to CY for hosting the gathering and the food ordered by PG

Slept at 2 am.. zz

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One of the songs i am intrigued by right now :

“The outside” – taylor swift

I didn’t know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didn’t read between the lines
And, baby, I’ve got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?
[Chorus:]
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain’t the best view
On the outside looking in
I’ve been a lot of lonely places
I’ve never been on the outside
You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now it’s all too late so you see
You could’ve helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until it’s too
Late to do anything
[Repeat Chorus]
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain’t the best view
On the outside looking in
I’ve been a lot of lonely places
I’ve never been on the outside

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Now the real work begins

x.

CNY in Edinburgh

Today was one of the best days of my life haha, today was the first day of Anatomy SSM ( not to mention Happy Australia day according to Dr. Q.F)

Did the dissection of the back, which was pretty interesting and my group did it slowly and meticulously, tommorrow most likely will be slicing the fat off..

And then i rushed off to Edinburgh to see my dearest, best friend no other than MAY SHI

It was so fun, meeting in another place altogether than Malaysia

We walked along Princes Street.. to BOOTS shop.. And we bought the same boots although May Shi bought them earlier and not to mention the salesperson was very… influential   So there goes my money. I feel like i am boot-crazy but that is sure going to stop. But i am now satisfied.

Went to pizza hut for dinner with May Shi, and we talked alot and realised we forgot the most important thing – PHOTOS.

So we started taking pictures

May Shi & Chocoraisins Her beloved flake from me and short bread she bought

Sweeetie!

  me & Prezzie from May

Best Friends Forever

We chatted till about 6.30 ish and started heading back to the train station Saw all the shops were open and we went into the first open shop we saw ahha it was fun I miss May Shi already

Anyway, tomorrow is the shoulder muscles and the back muscles for dissection

Happy CNY everyone MUAKS,

Happy Chinese New Year

Wishing my family, all my friends, blog readers a very Prosperous and Happy Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

X

Stefanie

Loving company.

Just though today’s dinner, reminded me of family, friends are my family, the people you share everyday with. Although you are million miles away from home.

I am surely going to miss the Reunion Dinner with my family back home, the fantastic homemade food cooked by my mum, the tradition of saying I love you and happy chinese new year to my parents on CNY day. Visiting relatives and friends and not to mention the CNY biscuits.

Went to the SL today after gym, and grocery shopping and had coffee with SY and AL talking about flats and stuff. IT was fun and not to mention it was at BeanScene First time there.  and am so excited with the plans of moving in next term

Celebrated MaS 21st birthday today which was good Walked all the way there with JJ to meet up with GL and then went to the place for dinner It was fun. Tried this chinese beer which was not bad at all with CY. And the food was good as well And i opened my two fortune cookies :

It was a good advice and message and hopefully what it said come true : there was one about badluck become goodluck and there was another one which i cannot remember but it was a good message as well or i may say fortune?

 

It was a 10 course meal and not to mention karaoke. I have heard so many chinese songs but sadly i dont understand what they mean. I think i must learn mandariin over the summer. Hopefully someone can teach me and i should improve my canto! Wo bu hui jiang hua yi..

After dinner, left about 10ish, and then GL suggested “ Lets go for a drink at curlers” and she was kidding or serious LOL anyway we went and had some drinks My first drink.. was Squashed Frog – Irish cream and mixed with something else ( that explains why am still awake – it had coffee in it) and then tried apple tini – omg, that was so strong  haha. Just reminded me of my ghastly green cough mixture.

Point to note, i only drink in moderation. I dont intend or plan to ever get wasted and am only a social drinker . Well we chatted and catched up alot, and got to know each other better that was great

Since the SSMS are starting, we all will have some time to play badminton especially hang out more often but of course we have to study as well. Upper Limb and Lower limb

Next Tuesday is Gathering – eating biscuits, drinking tea, and playing Mahjong ( eventhough i dont noe how to play that ). Its going to be fun and not to mention ORANGES

Looks like i should head to sleep now, its 2 am.. ZZZzzz.. and a busy schedule of gym, church and SL

Love ya peeps.. MWAH

Freedom, finally here. Decisions to make

Gasps there is finally some room to breathe after a hectic week of coursework, coursework results, mock exam and its the end of Block 9 and welcome to the SSMS which is Anatomy of the Upper Limb & Lower Limb. So get your scalpels ready

After 3.00pm Friday (yesterday)

Actually it was 2.30 pm, as i handed in my paper and w alked out of the door back to the SL to meet up with AL, to get a present for MaS. It was fun shopping with AL, the problem with shopping is you find the stuff that you like as well and arh it was complicated but in the end we found a nice present for MaS . Went back to the SL, watched Private practive online, PSY asked me to listen to more opera music, which is interesting.. So much for the SL being of a place to study . Went to gym after that, to burn out the 2 days in a row – subway dinners, munching and snacking throughout the hectic week came home, had meehoon for dinner which was yummy and then watched SMALLVILEE. I still insist that Tom Weiling is still hot..perfect personality .. SUPERMAN

Was chatting wtih Br.O, about what is the definition of man? Or be a man? Well i still think that my ‘MAN’ is someone responsible, able to do things and not just a show off with money etc. Its the personality which i would fall for then the materialistic aspect of the person. He would be loving.. kind, caring, able to tolerate me.. ( which sometimes i can drive people up the wall) Haha.

There is still something i am trying to accept which is _________________________________. I cant mention it here, but i am still trying to not be Jealous. I hate  getting jealous easily, am just trying to take it and accept it so it wont be such a horrible feeling to be JEALOUS. But yeah, i am trying. I am going to look at the brighter side of life, the silver lining and be optimistic Hopefully that will work

The question is : If you love someone, will you let them go and be happy? with someone better..?

And i think i should stop spending too much money and get a job, seriously. Hopefully my job applications will be approved. I have applied at least 6 times already but no reply . Patience i guess.

Humming my own lullaby..

Its finally handed in and the dust has settle..

It has been a long week, of tiring typing, staring, looking up stuff about verpamil, salbutamol and the frusemide which is sure going to haunt me for the rest of my life.

Sipping Skinny Hazlenut latte and with my ginger slice . destressing abit before starting revision for the mock exam

Iam glad its over though, as in i have finally submitted my coursework and really hoping for the best. I have managed to see tutors who were in charge of my previous coursework and used their advice in this current one.

Thank you mum & dad for calling me as well. that really helped me

I would like to thank AL, for helping me and sacrificing time to go it through with me and stimulating my brain to think and link and explain. and the last minute print out of my coursework. And my friends who were there for me when i was depressed.

I should also remember to continue saving my work FREQUENTLY, i know i did so and sadly technology inflicted its wrath upon me – when i wanted to print it at the WI, it said the file was corrupted. Luckily i backed it up on the laptop PHEW. Mad rush back home, skipped the first hour of PBL and managed to attend the last hour of it and stayed cooped up in the SL trying to finish coursework.

And i have been infected by the cold bug/ flu bug? Rhinovirus perhaps, there are so many viruses which causes respiratory infections. Probably to the lack of sleep. So in sync with the current PBL now. Need to get better soon.

I am just glad the craziness is over, but there is just one thing more which i have to do, is to mug for the coming mock exam which i am so not ready for ( although its not counted) but i hope do just a satisfactory in it and to finish LEARNING my PBL for friday. Gosh, So busy.

Am looking forward to :

1. When Friday is over at 3pm ( Thats when mock exam ends)

2. Sleeping in on Saturday

3. Going to MaS birthday party // CNY on saturday night

4. To Edinburgh to see May Shi

Oh well, i guess its back to revision time..

Remainder: Half filled latte with crumbs of ginger slice cake left…

Hooray for OBAMA, the 44th president of the USA!

Feeling down..

I just feel that today was the most horrible day of my life. OMG, i just hate the feeling that i am not smart enough, i know that I should not feel like this. But this is just killing me plainly.
it was so hard in PBL today trying to keep a straight face and act NORMAL. Just kept quiet the whole time and did not say much.
The very deepest fear was just texting my mum and dad about what i got. I was so freaking scared. I thought of up-ping the grade a little, but what will that do, it will just be a white lie or even just a lie which i swore not to do so.

I just decided to tell the truth.
“Dear Mu, just to let you know i got a __ for coursework, Block 8″

Mum texted back : Oh dear! Tell me on the email if __ is a failure and what was the topic.

Me : Pharmacology and _ is not a failure (Phew, thank goodness)

Mum: best find out why, Sweetie.

I was halfway dying at this point because
1. how am i suppose to find out HOW or what i did wrong, i mean the least i can do is get my friends coursework who did much better than me but i cant get to speak to the marker about it
2. I though i did good in it, i put in so much effort did not do any mistakes previously like i did

All i want to do is SCREAM NOW, and hide my face in my carrel in the SL and not talk to anyone right now. The worst thing is when your friend comes and ask you what you got that is the worst and you know they did better than you and they are complaing that whatever they got is not good enough. That kills me.

I am freaking out right here right now.

But, i would like to thank AL for being there for me. Its jut hard holding back tears but i am holding it back.

ARGH. Someone just save me from the wrath of Pharmacology

My head is burning!

Why is it when you put so much effort in something it slaps you right in the FACE?

I need to reflect and think about this

And there is a current coursework to do, and yea, its on Pharmocology AGAIN.

Sigh..

went for dinner at subway nearby, couldnt be bothered to walk home.. at least that kept me a bit happy for a bit.. but its just back..

Boredom

Tomorrow, is back to uni.. a hectic week of course and the next 6 months.

My favourite song at the moment:

Taylor Swift – Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I’m standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, “Stay away from Juliet.”
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, ‘Please, don’t go.’
And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.’
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet ’cause we’re dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
‘Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “Stay away from Juliet,”
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, ‘Please, don’t go,’
And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.’
Romeo save me; they’re tryin’ to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid; we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.’
Oh.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin’ around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,
“Romeo save me – I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don’t know what to think-”
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
“Marry me, Juliet. you’ll never have to be alone.
I love you and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.’
Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you…

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Just waiting for my Romeo..

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? No book at the moment, but finished reading the Twilight Saga series not long ago, and reading my medicine notes

WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? 7.29 pm

WHAT’S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? lol, i dont have one

FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? SCRABBLEEEEE

FAVOURITE MAGAZINE? Galaxie.. because it is the cheapest in Msia, second would be Her World ahha if got enough cash

BABIES? are the cutest innocent babes around…

FAVOURITE SMELL? Just a clean smell, not smelly sox smells

WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? feeling alone

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING? Oh dear, i have to wake up now but i wanna sleep somemore

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? I would stare at the caller ID, if its someone im avoiding.. i dont pick up just hang up.. and feel guilty and then call back later

FUTURE CHILD’S NAME? Girl names : Jennifer Guy names: Christian

FAVOURITE COLOUR? Blue..

WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE? God, my gals ( u all) and close friends and my future husband and bf

FAVOURITE FOOD? PIZZA and french fries with COKE, plus chocolate, and Malaysian FOOD

IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Flute..

DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? Yes.. if its on the highway..

SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? nope, although i love stuff toys, they make me sneezy and watery eyed when dust settles on them

WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? my parents car.. LOL, but its not mine ahah, would like to get a cool cute blue shiny car

WHO IS THE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO? Grandparents, Andrew Yap, my first crush which i scared him away..,  my ex school mates from primary school

FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK/ Beverage? Wine.. red wine

WHAT’S IN THE BOOT OF YOUR CAR? N/A

DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? no.. although i should though

IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? Doctor…of surgery and paediatrics.. LOL, and a fashion designer

EVER BEEN IN LOVE? Yes.. plenty of times.. and all the good guys are slowly going..

GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? isnt it the same thing? ahaha – half full

FAVOURITE MOVIE? Twilight, Harry Potter, Ever ever after, Walk to remember ( soppy movies with happy endings)

DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Yes – after alot of practice typing secretarial minutes for the prefectorial board

WHAT’S UNDER YOUR BED? A bag of chips, box of chocolate, tissue rolls, books ( because my room pretty small

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST AMBITION? to be happy, the super cheerful girl, be inlove with someone i wanna be with.. loving those who love me and forgive those who have hurt me

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS? Guillible and Food. Smiling too much..

IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE? I would like to build it where there is always a breathtaking view each time i look through the window.

WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING? I like anything blue.. and jeans..

BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY? Mountains, i like the fact that it seems to be something majestic, and u are on top of the world when u look down

TECHNOLOGY OR ART? ART – art is beautiful, everything u see is art

COMEDY OR HORROR? Comedy

FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? Hands… LOL or maybe eyes..

FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY? mid morning, when i am fully awake

THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? erm, im been illegally downloading albums.. the recent song i downloaded was Taylor Swift – Love Story ( you must watch this video gals)

WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? i havent been to one .. most likely shoulders.. haha

WHAT’S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? Mind because mind controls your body

WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 8am..

WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN ITEM? Erm, my plate and cutlery..

WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY? backstabbers, people who are just plain mean..and irritating

WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? Sports car

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON? Autumn.. when the leaves fall… and its all brown and gold everywhere

IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Invisiblility

CAN YOU JUGGLE? Only can juggle 2 items LOL and juggle time..

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY? Friday, the first minute when class ends

WHICH DO YOU PREFER SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Hamburger – Fillet of Fish from MC D

WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE SOAP? LOL, no preference – they should just perform its function by keeping me clean..

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE MEAL? Dinner

IF YOU COULD TAKE A VACATION ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD

WHERE WOULD IT BE? Some scenic place…

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? Badminton

WHATS YOUR PREFERRED TYPE OF ICE CREAM? Rum & Raisin and Cookies and Cream

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE FAST FOOD? PIZZA and CHIPS

WHEN WAS YOUR LAST HOSPITAL VISIT? 3 weeks ago, had a clinical practice visit there to cardio examination

WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR BEDROOM CARPET? In Msia – Red, In Glasgow – Blue

HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU FAIL YOUR DRIVING TEST? Pass the first time WOO HOO

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU READ AN OPINION ON BEFORE DOING THIS? Some people on Facebook..

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONVICTED OF A CRIME? No..

WHICH SINGLE STORE WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO MAX OUT YOUR CREDIT CARD? Any clothes shops and shopping spree….

WHAT DO YOU DO MOST OFTEN WHEN YOU ARE BORED? surf the net and download music… and listen to music.. and fall asleep

MOST ANNOYING THING THAT PEOPLE ASK ME? why are u always in the SL?

BEDTIME? supposedly 11am, but if icant sleep due to flatmates making noise its 12… or until there is peace and quiet

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOW? House, Grey’s anatomy, gossip girl, secret life of an american teenager

WHO’S THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT TO DINNER WITH? Anna..

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? In cinema was High School Musical 3, on my laptop was Marley and Me.

DO YOU AGREE WITH OPEN RELATIONSHIPS? No

HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP? No

HOW MANY BOYFRIENDS HAVE YOU TRULY LOVED IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? 2 and a half

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU FIRST KISSED A BOY? 18

WHAT IS YOUR SHOE SIZE? 6 and a half

WHAT DO YOU MOST ENJOY ABOUT YOUR LIFE?Friends and being able to live…

BATH OR SHOWER? Shower

IF YOU’RE WORST ENEMY WAS DROWNING WOULD YOU SAVE THEM? Yes..

LOVING OR SHY? Loving

MONEY OR LOVE? Love

TIME FINISHED? 7.49 pmPeople i wanna tag:

Kevin

Bernice

Ern Sheong

Jacqueline

Michelle

Trying out the new features of WLW!

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This is pretty amazing and enjoying experimenting new features of windows live writer

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and not to mention the new MSN messenger as well

WHOOPEE

And its time i should get back to PBL-ing..

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An hour later of doing nothing, but watching the second part of Marley and Me..

I came across this interesting, yet amusing.. article..i am so laughing right now.  Which reflects us FEMALES

How to be feminine (Wikihow)

Sit down and think back to times when you’ve felt especially feminine. Remember those moments in detail – How did you feel? What were you wearing? What were you doing? This is the first and most important step because it reveals what you consider to be feminine, and that’s ultimately what matters most. Focus on those details, and work on recreating those conditions and that feeling in yourself.

Erm, i havent thought of this before, normally its just jeans and a shirt for uni. Its too cold to wear a skirt although there are options like tights. Feminine stefanie – only when she really has too be haha, like proms, important dinner functions.

Know the difference between being feminine and being girly. Being girly implies being feminine but in a youthful and materialistic sort of way. There’s nothing wrong with that, but it’s not the only way to be feminine. You can be 70 years old and wear a silk bathrobe and still be feminine because ultimately, you can still do the things that make you feel more like a woman.

Ah.. I didnt know that..

Love every inch of your body. The body is what makes you female, so how can you be feminine if you don’t embrace your female form? A woman’s body naturally has a higher body fat percentage than that of a man, so don’t dismiss your curves. On the other hand, part of loving your body is taking care of it, so don’t dismiss your cholesterol levels, either. Fortunately, you don’t have to look like a catwalk model in order to be reasonably healthy

Healthy is the key… ( Actually i have no comment for hits one)

Be graceful. In most societies, women are thought to be more naturally graceful than men. There are always exceptions, of course, and it is totally up to you whether you choose gracefulness to be an expression of your femininity. Generally, however, many women feel more feminine when they make smooth movements, rather than jerky, powerful ones. And, of course, consider the context. You might want to be fierce on the volleyball court or shooting range, and svelte at a bar or in the bedroom. There’s no rule saying you have to be graceful (or feminine) all the time.

Ah, i should stop being a klutz sometimes Keep dropping things and tripping over straight pavements HAHA.

Dance. Dancing is an extension of your body, and through dance you can find ways to emphasize your femininity. Belly dancing, for example, accentuates the natural curves of a woman’s form. A partner dance, like salsa or the waltz, can also help you feel more feminine because such dances are built upon the traditional differences between men and women–the man guides, while the woman follows and makes more fluid, extravagant movements.

I miss ballroom dancing, i need to find the correct person to dance with… LOL.

Be playful. Let’s ditch the whole idea that being feminine means being perfect and ethereal. For those times when grace is lacking and you fall flat on your face in the middle of a room, the true test of your femininity is your ability to laugh it off! Because think about it: Taking life too seriously isn’t very feminine in most people’s books, and it’s not very healthy overall. So smile a lot, flirt, tease, and play. Have fun! Ultimately, being feminine is about feeling at ease with yourself, and you can’t feel at ease if you’re too stiff and somber, so be the opposite: lighthearted and playful.

Smile alot – checl

Flirt – I dont think flirting is good thing though only in DESPERATION!!!