Archive for July, 2009

Freedom ( or not)

Posted in Uncategorized on July 31, 2009 by st3fani3

It has been a long while since my blog post :) when it comes to mind on what i wanna write about – the computer is not infront of me and then i forget :P

been busy the last few weeks! :) And am really glad Jun Ai poster is done :) :) it was fun learning something new and rekindling the nostalgic – adobe illustrator :) .

Started work not long ago at OU, but it is not a bad job actually. I have read more books now, then  when i am back in uni! From the monk who sold his ferrari, and Oscar wilde – short fiction :) It is amazing those two books. During the lunch break, i recently when to MPH to get a book by Stephenie Meyer – The Host :P Cant wait to read that book!! Will read it SOON!

It sometimes takes me awhile ( make that a long time) to tell the person – what i am actually feeling – like irritated, annoyed with their actions etc. But sometimes, it is better that they do not know about it? But i am glad some friends knows the REAL me.

A bookworm family. I can’t deny that i have a deep passion for books ( of any kind). And it so does run in the family from my parents to me and to my youngest BROTHER! I helped my brother cleaned his “not in order – messy – dusty – bookshelves” stacked with alot of books, comics, magazines. OMG, it was a dust heap! Took almost the whole day. I now know where to get my hands on books if my bookshelf is out of books to read :P not to mention it is stacked too!

One more month –> Glasgow!! :) :( :) :(

Sunday..

Posted in Uncategorized on July 12, 2009 by st3fani3

Decided to get back to what i use to love to do- poetry writing..( a song writer perhaps ..)

1. Moving on

I just realised i don’t know you

From the days we had

the time we shared

All i know now, is that you are gone

 

Where are you?

You’re the same but your heart isnt anymore

Moving on from long ago

I have learnt to let you go

 

I am moving on

The doors are open

I am leaving you once and for all.

A farewell, a solemn goodbye.

 

All i need now is a person who can compose music :) :) LOL.

Clubbing..

Posted in Uncategorized on July 10, 2009 by st3fani3

Yes, I hereby declare myself as a person who has finally stepped into a club!

Well, what was your first experience like?

I basically thought, wow,  nice smoky effect, lights and music. It got really packed starting about 12 am. And YES I was happy they played MJ SONGS! Nice remixes by the DJS

Drinks were rather expensive. 13 bucks for mineral water!!

Music was very loud

Dancing was great

I am extremely surprised i did enjoy myself :P and we all actually can DANCE!

Staying up Late

Posted in Uncategorized on July 8, 2009 by st3fani3

Was staying up late to 4am, watching MJ memorial.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by..

The memorial was wonderful, with speeches and performances. Shaheen J , Mariah Carey, John Mayer and various artists which performed with such alot of emotion.

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MJ – The King of Pop Forever! and will never be forgotten

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile…

I think this is cool!

Posted in Uncategorized on July 7, 2009 by st3fani3

Who knows :P one day we can make our own thunderstorm!!

Good vs Very Good

Posted in Uncategorized on July 5, 2009 by st3fani3

I want to be not just good but very good! ( New Resolution for the New Term in September!)

Ice Age 3 – was super cute, funny and hillarious :) I love the baby elephant “ Peaches”

Helping my mum prepare for Coffee Morning at SIC was quite fun :) Not to mention – preparing hard boil eggs for the filling. I have never shelled so many hard boil eggs in my life. We were all busy working in the kitchen listening to MJ songs!! FUN!

Slept at 11.30, woke up at 6.45 ( actually suppose to wake up at 6.30 am)

Got to the church on time, set up the stall – selling sandwiches and jelly ( my dad made!!).

And somehow – i got kidnapped to help at the spaghetti stalll which amazingly sold old even faster than the sandwiches :P

It was so weird – one point. I met YOU! It was so awkward. Am sorry about it!!

Came home, did a little run – drank 100 plus ( WHY DO THEY DONT HAVE THIS IN UK!) haha..

and had a mini pie for lunch.

Am on a diet!!

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Issues -  The saturdays

Ohhh yeaah

Sometimes
I feel like im going out of
My mind,

But then you smile at me
And its allright,

With you there ain’t no inbetween…

Everytime that i walk out the door
I tell myself i can’t take it no more

Theres a part of me won’t let you go
I keep sayin’ yes when my minds sayin no..

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can’t decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Its awful, boy you leave me hangin for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but still its the same song
Im tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, they still show
I keep building the walls round my heart
But then i see you it all falls apart…

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can’t decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Wanna fight it, can’t hide it
Truth is i think i like it
But in future, illusion
Still i don’t know which way to go…..chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can’t decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can’t decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues

Me and my heart we got issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know if i should hate you or miss you
Me and my heart we got issues…..x

Hidden Talent

Posted in Uncategorized on July 2, 2009 by st3fani3

From the performance  of Lord Gaga

To somewhere just close to home, i think i am rather amused really by how my cat aka Snowie can pose..

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The Feline version of Lady Gaga? ! meowrrr

Oh well :P or it is just my imagination playing tricks on me..

this is Pet=SG rated!