Back to Scotland Aye.

It could be describe as insane and irresponsible, when you think that you know it all sometimes.
Why am I not informed about little things which can be actually a big thing to me?

I just cant understand you. We have been over this before. At least have some consideration to tell me that you are better now?

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Swamped!

I just realised i do not know much of Scotland History – so i think its best for me to find out about the clans and etc

I have to make a sweet potato pie and banana cake the next few weeks or so.. to finish the ingredients i got. Or maybe try out making the perfect cheesecake and one more thing to add is go to Secret Recipe – and try that butterscotch pecan cake again LOL.

Shopping as well – it is hard working in a mall when you have a gut feeling that you know somewhere deep down you might be a shopaholic.

Gym + Exercise – i guess i havent been doing so GOSH better lose the weight back there.. or maybe start a week before?

And i still havent or not yet had the taste of SAMBAL or nasilemak YET. OMG i guess i can admit i save the best things for last.

2 more work assignments, read more books , hang out with friends till it is time to go back ..

And the the question,raking through my mind right now is :

In 3 years im going to have a MBCHB , but i still cant make decisions GASP

Stuff not to leave hanging : my sketch of the cute baby, one more watercolour pice to do!

And stop goggling at the new MJ OPUS and plan my pre-21st-bday bash in MSIA.. LOL

Little things..

I think it is amazing, how absorbed i can be in reading a book,like each word in the sentence, enveloping you into the spiraling – words and pages of the story!

I love the way little paint strokes and alot of patience produces a wonderful drawing.

How many coins can actually add up to a GOOD sum of money!

Time passes by so fast – when you are busy and so slow when you are lazing about!

I love to teach my mum and dad with techno stuff!

3 years more… till i get my degree..!

Less than a month till UNI starts..

I am still sketching this baby picture..   Its sooo cute!!

Artistic Challenge #3

I think this painting is interesting and it took about 3 days to complete.

Using my new watercolor set!! and paint brushes

And a slight canvas-look-painting with the help of adobe photshop

Oh well am thinking on what to draw next now

Blood is definitely thicker than water

Presenting the Hibiscus which i earned RM20 for

I am glad i managed to read a couple more books – Ps. I love you and If you can see me now by Cecelia Ahern. Those two books are AMAZING and WOW.

Read also, Sophie and the Rising Sun – intereting read as well.

Planning to read next : Attica, Brisingr ( Hopefully the first two books of the Trilogy Series first so i can remember what happened!) and the Host

And i plan to get “ Thank you for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern”!!

Artistic Challenge #3 – Flowers ( A bunch of them this time) – i will get the scientific name for them soon.

I am thrilled i got my new set of paints, brushes and sketch book! So i can bring them back to glasgow!!

OMG, its going to be the end of summer hols soon!!

And there are still so many things i want to do…

Artistic Challenge #1

I suddenly had inspiration to draw

So i first started by taking out the TIMES magazine tribute to MJ

and drew the cover ( with a little help for my DAD for the face and hands.. which was pretty hard to draw)

Will need to improve on face and hand drawing skills!!

Next – Hibiscus Challenge!

Freedom ( or not)

It has been a long while since my blog post when it comes to mind on what i wanna write about – the computer is not infront of me and then i forget

been busy the last few weeks! And am really glad Jun Ai poster is done it was fun learning something new and rekindling the nostalgic – adobe illustrator .

Started work not long ago at OU, but it is not a bad job actually. I have read more books now, then  when i am back in uni! From the monk who sold his ferrari, and Oscar wilde – short fiction It is amazing those two books. During the lunch break, i recently when to MPH to get a book by Stephenie Meyer – The Host Cant wait to read that book!! Will read it SOON!

It sometimes takes me awhile ( make that a long time) to tell the person – what i am actually feeling – like irritated, annoyed with their actions etc. But sometimes, it is better that they do not know about it? But i am glad some friends knows the REAL me.

A bookworm family. I can’t deny that i have a deep passion for books ( of any kind). And it so does run in the family from my parents to me and to my youngest BROTHER! I helped my brother cleaned his “not in order – messy – dusty – bookshelves” stacked with alot of books, comics, magazines. OMG, it was a dust heap! Took almost the whole day. I now know where to get my hands on books if my bookshelf is out of books to read not to mention it is stacked too!

One more month –> Glasgow!!

Sunday..

Decided to get back to what i use to love to do- poetry writing..( a song writer perhaps ..)

1. Moving on

I just realised i don’t know you

From the days we had

the time we shared

All i know now, is that you are gone

 

Where are you?

You’re the same but your heart isnt anymore

Moving on from long ago

I have learnt to let you go

 

I am moving on

The doors are open

I am leaving you once and for all.

A farewell, a solemn goodbye.

 

All i need now is a person who can compose music LOL.

Clubbing..

Yes, I hereby declare myself as a person who has finally stepped into a club!

Well, what was your first experience like?

I basically thought, wow,  nice smoky effect, lights and music. It got really packed starting about 12 am. And YES I was happy they played MJ SONGS! Nice remixes by the DJS

Drinks were rather expensive. 13 bucks for mineral water!!

Music was very loud

Dancing was great

I am extremely surprised i did enjoy myself and we all actually can DANCE!

Staying up Late

Was staying up late to 4am, watching MJ memorial.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by..

The memorial was wonderful, with speeches and performances. Shaheen J , Mariah Carey, John Mayer and various artists which performed with such alot of emotion.

MJ – The King of Pop Forever! and will never be forgotten

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile…

I think this is cool!

Who knows one day we can make our own thunderstorm!!